Writing a lot isn’t enough, but not writing is worse

I recently came across an article from a guy who has very interesting thoughts about how to generate a skill. He’s specifically concerned about how to become better at writing, and explains how lots of writing is not enough to become a good writer.

This is something I’ve struggled with too. I’ve been a blogger for many years, but always oscillate between writing a lot and not writing at all.

Let’s think for a second about the mind of someone who writes a blog. They don’t think about money (blogging rarely becomes a serious business), they don’t do it to sell anything. They just think they have something inside and want to throw it at the world. Blogging is an act of ego, it’s about what one thinks of himself, and as such, it must be perfect.

A blogger cares a lot about what others think of them, which is exactly how one becomes a perfectionist. As a perfectionist, writing is an uphill battle: bloggers end up spending many hours on a single article, most of which is just reviewing and editing.

In his article, my blogger makes really good points about how you can’t just write an article and thoughtlessly publish it. Our mind has different levels of focus, and keeps working on a task even while we are not actively doing it (this is 100% true by the way), so he suggests to let articles «marinate» before publishing them.

I agree with these ideas, but I think it’s counterproductive for someone who still in the habit forming phase. Caring too much about how good an article is will make us dread writing it, and thus kill any chance of forming an habit to write.

Unless you really want to be a professional writer, I think blogging must be, first of all, for ourselves. A self-care act, even. Perfectionism is how you end up dreading the task: just thinking about the things I need to get right to publish a really good article makes me not want to write ever again. And it’s absolutely impossible to create a habit if you start by dreading the very same habit you’re trying to create.

To me, the whole idea of «letting articles marinate», is also a perfect recipe for failure. At least at the beggining. If you really want your articles to be better the first step to improve is to avoid dreading the task. Just write, forget if it’s good or bad, it will become better with time.

As we keep growing, we will start structuring the text better, making less mistakes, and improving. We might also start spending more time on each article if we grow an audience, it’s much easier to spend time on it if we know there’s people who care about and are waiting for it.

Coffee as how hobbies should be

I’ve been a coffee nerd for some time already. Year after year I keep getting deeper into it, at this point it’s some kind of long-term hobby of mine.

Coffee is a slow hobby for me. In one hand, it’s a basic part of my day: I have not spent more than 48h without it for many years, so I’m pretty used to the process of making coffee and sometime don’t even put much thought into it. On the other hand, it’s a vast subject that no one can ever fully master, no matter how much time you put into it.

This, combined with my inclination to brief bursts of obsessive fascination with various topics, makes me periodically come and go to this world.

At my bottom, I just make sure to buy good (great) quality coffee and to keep a reasonable routine that keeps my quality requirements. At my top, I start reading about it, watching videos, buying new apparel, thinking about how to improve my coffee and what the next steps are to some day, get better from this world.

This is not the best approach if one really wants to get the most out of it, but in my opinion this is how healthy hobbies should be: something we really enjoy whenever we feel like it, and that we can keep on a side from time to time and just admire from a distance.

At some point, I might decide that one of my interests is worth more than that, and that’s the right moment to make a commitment and get deeper into it. It’s important to choose such commitment carefully when one has diverse interests: there’s a limited amount of energy one can spend and we can’t possibly go in-depth into everything.

Happy birthday to me

Today is my 31st birthday. I thought it might be a good time to reflect on what’s basically the craziest year of my life, and the one with the most changes.

During 2022, at age 29, I made a decision that would resonate a year and a half later and make my 2023 a lot more exciting. I asked the woman of my life, Carla, to marry me. This decision made lots of sense to me since she was not only the woman who had decided to tolerate my quirks, she’s also the most caring and incredible woman that I could ever dream of, and a life without her would be a void life. Those who have the luck of deserving her love know that there is not much more valuable than that.

Despite all the wedding planning, 2022 was a pretty quiet year in retrospective. The few months before the wedding have been the most intense of my life. Organizing a wedding is no joke, and certainly something I would never go through for a second time, but thanks to Carla’s insane event planning skills, it was 100% worth it and a wedding that none of guests will ever forget.

The first few months of 2023 have been crazy for a second reason: in May 2023 I was able to publish my first game ever. It’s a project I’m extremely proud of, and represents a milestone in my career. I feel like it’s the first really sensible project in my curriculum, and the first that I helped build from the ground up.

Of course the few weeks before a release date are really intense, and seeing the users react and enjoy the game (and also shit on it from time to time) is pretty surreal.

This last few months of 2023 hint at 2024 being even crazier: Carla and I are expecting a child. It’s a boy and he’ll come to our lifes around April. We’re getting ready for what’s probably the greatest event in our lifes and it feels quite surreal. We even got a car, not just any car but a «daddy car», bought with a family in mind and getting us officially in the adult world.

First dive into car tech

My wife and I took the chance to upgrade our old Chevrolet Spark to a newer Volkswagen T-Roc. This is a huge bump up for us. We needed a bigger car now that we’re heading into adulthood and starting a family. Technology and safety features were also a big factor in our decision making. We didn’t plan to get such a good car, but turns out my 194cm of height can’t really get comfortable in any car, not even models we thought were big.

As a tech enthusiast, this is not quite the high-tech jump I would’ve dreamt of (I’m really looking forward to trying EVs and self-driving capabilities) but nonetheless we found ourselves light years from where we started.

Our new car is much safer than our previous one, full of features like lane detection, adaptive cruise control (which is almost like magic), automated parking assistant, fatigue detection… It has automatic gear switching (which is not a common feature in Spain), and it’s also comforting to drive a newer and up-to-date car (I was worrying our luck with the previous one could run out at any moment).

In hindsight, I feel like a bigger jump could have made me feel a bit overwhelmed. This setup has already taking lots of getting used to as it is. Watching the wheel turn itself automatically (for the park assist) can be very stressful at first, so I can only imagine what it’s like to see it while going 120km/h in the highway.

I’m really looking forward for the next step in a few years, but I’m pretty sure this is the appropriate one at the current moment and context, the one that feels «right». The next move will be much easier now that we’re already on a higher tier of quality and tech.

Digital media ownership

As a tech enthusiast in Spain, I was amongst the first to learn about the Netflix streaming explosion in the US during late 2000’s. I waited patiently until the service came here, and was one of the first subscribers in the country in 2015.

Since then, we never stopped consuming streaming services. We now have Netflix, Disney+, Amazon Prime, and iterate through other services whenever we want to consume some specific show or movie.

But there’s a catch with all these services. They get to decide what you can see and when. What if I want to see «Tais-toi!» (in English «Shut up!»), an hilarious french movie starring Jean Reno and Gerard Depardieu? I’m just out of luck.

Since I’m a believer in owning media, I started moving away from subscription streaming platforms and buying some of the movies I watch on platforms like Apple iTunes, YouTube movies, or Amazon Prime.

But there’s a limitation will all these services. What happens if some of these platforms decides to shut-down, or if they just decide some movie I bought shouldn’t be on their platform anymore? In these kind of platforms you’re not *buying* digital media, you’re just long-term renting it.

So what can we do about it? Physical ownership. I had lots of VHS tapes during my childhood, and DVDs after that. The good part of physical media is that no one can limit how you consume it. You just have it: if you want to see it, you insert the disc in a player and it’s there. And there’s hardly any movie you can’t find at least on DVD, so it’s the perfect format for someone who cares about ownership.

Also, physical media is quite easy to digitalize and (legally, since I own and keep the original movies) store in a Plex server to create some sort of personal streaming service. Easy to access and under my control.

Next problem? Trying to digitize my parent’s huge DVD library into a Plex server I realized they basically look like shit now. DVDs aged quickly in terms of quality.

I’m amazed that new DVDs are still produced and sold nowadays, in what I consider a huge scam. It’s not some slight difference that only tech nerds will notice: literally anyone will see the difference between a DVD and a Blu-ray movie.

And after Blu-ray we got 4K Blu-ray. How long will it be until we have 8K Blu-ray, or something similar? I recently started collecting Blu-ray and 4k Blu-ray discs. Will they become obsolete whenever a new format arises?

My honest opinion is: NO. For the first time in a while, it seems like the formats getting obsolete story is over. Someone who enjoys collecting Blu-ray or 4K Blu-ray discs is not going to feel obsolete whenever something new comes for a simple reason: it’s not getting much better after 4K.

I see little motivation to upgrade to a 4K movie if you already own the standard Blu-ray version. The difference is not going to be big. You’re certainly not going to enjoy it much more than you already did on Blu-ray. The difference is going to be even smaller with any future format that comes. The only exception, if you’re a big enthusiast, is the 4K treatment some old movies are getting, which are generated from the original film tapes and look absolutely amazing. But it’s not like Blu-ray versions looked bad, as DVDs do, if you just want to see a movie you’re not missing anything.

Sure, they will probably invent something new, like 3D movies, in an attempt to keep the wheel spinning. But there’s no 8K or 16K or 32K that will make Shawshank Redemption look better than it does on 4K (unless, maybe if you have a 300+ inch screen? In which case you’ll be happy to upgrade I guess), and nothing they invent will make it better than watching it as the creator intended: in a 2D screen a few meters from your face. If you own the 4K version of a classic movie you already own the best possible version of it.

I think, for the first time, we can peacefully collect our favorite movies without fear of future take-backsies. Let’s hope 4K Blu-ray keeps succeeding and players become as ubiquitous and cheap as DVD players are today.

Predicting the future collectively

In the recent craze about the discovery of a new superconductor, there’s a bunch of tweets that stood out around that story (yeah, I refuse to call them x’s for now). Those were tweets about some site called Manifold Markets.

At first I thought it was some kind of crypto bullshit so didn’t pay much attention to it. I’m actually interested in crypto, but I’m really wary of anything that smells like it, because of all the shady stuff that orbits around it.

Turns out Manifold Markets has nothing to do with that. This site is more like some sort of game. You get fake money (called Mana), and are supposed to bet it by answering all kinds of questions suggested by other users.

There is no way to redeem or get any goods for that money, so ultimately it’s not about the money at all. The idea is that by playing the game users will try to optimize their answers to make as much mana as possible. You get to test your prediction skills against reality itself.

If you get the correct answer to a question, for example, Will the LK-99 room temp, ambient pressure superconductivity pre-print replicate before 2025? then you will get more mana in exchange. If you got it wrong, you lose it all. More interestingly: if you bet against what most people answered, you’ll get even more mana.

Every question in the app behaves like a market, and in the end the answers are supposed to converge to the actual chances of that question answer being «yes» or «no». By betting more mana you increase your risk, and by doing so the market updates to reflect your decision. By observing how the markets evolve you can either increase your stakes or get out of it and search another question in which to bet.

I’ve become absolutely addicted to the site. It’s extremely rewarding to get right the answer of a question that many people got wrong, and also humbling to realize that my vision in many questions was not as precise as I thought. Observing the convergence of answers and how they update when new information appears is a great way to get informed and have a glimpse into potential futures.

Are we in a Black Swan decade?

According some random definition found on Google, a Black Swan event is: an unpredictable event that is beyond what is normally expected of a situation and has potentially severe consequences.

Classic examples of Black Swan events are inventions or discoveries like computers and the Internet, Steam machines, electricity or fire. Each of these changed the course of history forever, and no one could have ever predicted them.

Black Swan events are a beautiful paradox: you can’t reasonably expect them, but they need to be accounted for if one wants to make precise predictions about the future. You can’t really know what will be the one thing that changes everything, but you’ll be a fool to think that nothing will change everything at some point.

I think this is an interesting thought because Black Swan events are often overlooked by most people. Whenever we try to predict how things will be in the future, people have a tendency to focus in the current state of things and ignore any kind of technological development that could potentially happen in the future. To some people, any kind of tech improvement is a Black Swan event: that’s the reason why people fail to see the innovation in developments like the smartphone (when they came out) or electric vehicles.

It’s really hard to envision a world where everybody drives an electric vehicle if you do so in the current context. There’s no way to charge an electric vehicle nowadays in 5 minutes, just like we do with petrol cars, and we don’t have the necessary infrastructure to feed our whole current vehicle pool only from our current electric grid, let alone energy sources. But it’s foolish to think that this is how we’re supposed to do such a transition.

To envision the future we need to acknowledge how society, habits, and technology are going to reshape in the following years. We’re going to change how we get energy, distribute it and spend it. Energy generation and storage, at the current rate (we don’t even need a Black Swan event here) is going to get progressively cheaper in the following years. Electric vehicles, an obscene luxury only with lots of inconvenients a few years ago, are nowadays already commonly seen in the streets, and are only subjectively more expensive than a combustion model with similar characteristics. This will only get better in the following years.

A Black Swan event, like the potential discovery of a room temperature superconductor material, could accelerate all of it exponentially. If the current studies on superconductor materials are fruitful, we could see a similar or bigger reshape of our reality than the one caused by the Internet or television. We could see electric vehicles that charge almost instantly or electric infrastructure that generates no heat or resistance at all. For now this is just speculation, of course, but we could

Another, more realistic, example of a Black Swan event is the rise of Large Language Models (LLMs). They’ve actually been around for a few years already. I had the chance to experiment with the precursor of ChatGPT a few years ago, and now use LLMs everyday for all sorts of daily tasks.

Before, if you wanted to communicate with a computer, first you needed certain knowledge about computer science. You needed to know the extremely specific way of telling the computer what you wanted. Otherwise, you needed someone who could develop an interface that was easier to understand, and then you still needed to learn how to use such an interface.

Now, with Natural Language Processing, you can just tell what you need and expect your computer to just understand it and act accordingly. The ability of not only understanding commands, but also context, is going to (and already is) change dramatically the way we interact with computers during the next decade.

We’re going to witness a race to integrate this technology into all kinds of applications. It really is so good, that any existing application could see potential benefits in implementing it. Even if it means the market gets saturated for some time, as we’re also seeing lately.

It’s for sure an exciting time to be alive. The current context is the prefect breeding ground for all sorts of developments that could reshape our life in the following years.

My new hobby: taking care of plants

I’ve always been a «fake plastic plant» kind of guy. Never cared too much about what plants needed to be alive, and watering them was just not in my schedule.

Since I hate anything that is fake, the result is that I didn’t have plants at all, neither real nor plastic. Apart from an almost dead sanseviera and a couple lucky bamboos.

Recently I took some determination to actually take care of plants, and found myself actually enjoying it. I was able to resurrect some of my absolutely neglected plants and am now actually getting new ones. Turns out the Sanseviera is an astoundingly resilient plant: it has the ability to overcome serious droughts. So after watering it down a bit and removing the ugly leafs, it now looks gorgeous.

Since I don’t have the slightest clue about plants, and everything in my life needs to have some amount of technology, I looked towards my phone for help. I found an app that lets you snap an image of any plant, and detect its species. Then, I get instructions on how to take care of it, and reminders of when the plant needs to be watered or fertilized. It’s kind of a swiss knife that detects plant’s illnesses, problems, lack of light, etc. I don’t want to mention the specific app because I know there’s many alternatives out there, but it will take you less than 2 minutes to find it on the iOS App Store.

It’s impressive how much life a bunch of plants can inject in your house. It’s no wonder all interior design catalogs incorporate them: they can turn a cold impersonal space into a cozy and familiar «home». It makes life better in a way that probably goes into our subconscious, into some deep primitive instinct that connects us with nature. If that makes any sense, and I’m not the kind of person who’s into new-age crap.

It’s also helped me on a personal level: all the hobbies I’ve ever had always had some connection with technology. Taking care of plants only takes a few minutes a day (at most) and is an activity that lets me disconnect from technology and the negativity that can come out of it.

The comment section passionate writer

Writing is hard. You need to figure out what you want to write about, find time to actually do it, find out how to structure your ideas in an interesting manner and finally, actually get to it.

Intending to do that with any kind of regularity (let alone to do it daily) is hard. Really really hard.

Regularity has always been my weakest point. I’ve always thought highly of myself, and have some notion of what I could achieve if I got to find some kind of regularity in my life. If I was able to spend some amount of time, every day, focused on achieving a specific goal, I’m pretty sure I would eventually achieve it.

But that’s where things get hard. You can start writing in your blog for one day, two days, a week, two weeks. When will engaging in such an activity become too unmotivating? When will booting up the game console become much easier than writing?

My bursts of determination inevitably end up converging in a specific kind of activity. I’d call it something like «the comment section passionate achiever». It’s what happens after 3 hours of not doing what you should be doing on the Internet. You enter a post about a topic you’re interested in, you enter the comment section, and find out someone (usually an anonymous commenter just like you) had the courage to be wrong on the Internet.

What follows is a no less than 35 or 40 minutes session of passionate writing. I find myself effortlessly articulating my opinion about the topic. Not only that, I find myself looking for the perfect structure to make sure that my comment leads to any reader’s conclusion that this guy is incredibly wrong.

After that, I realize I have done it: I fooled myself into being productive. I just did what I was supposed to do regularly and didn’t even blink an eye. Of course, I did all of that in the one place where it cannot possibly lead to anything that makes it worth it. My comment will get lost in the bast abyss that is the Internet, and the other guy will, in the best case scenario, diagonally read my opinion without and of course he won’t change his opinion in the slightest.